Author: insomniacresurrected

Why Don’t “Unattractive” People Just Bloody Have Each Other?

Loneliness maybe a scarier epidemic than Covid..

The cruel statistic of 20% of guys being chased by 80% of women that I mentioned in my recent article maybe a little dated. My soldiers are reporting that 95% of the girls in the fields such as Toronto and New York City are chasing after the remaining 5% of men on apps like Tinder and Hinge. Shit is that bad!

Check out the case of West Elm Caleb, this dude was literally slaying half of NYC. He is 6 foot 4 (sorry I am a European I am not good with imperial measures), and has a job as a furniture designer. Being a 6 foot, and 6 figure likely (on contracts), makes you being chased by every average at best, and Caleb is slaying it. But don’t hate the player, hate the game. Does this mean that I, who am 5 foot 11 and tower over most women will get no ass on Tinder? One of the first reaction of my Chinese Taipei* ex was “You are tall, that’s good.” She was extremely petite, I had trouble penetrating her.

I am descended from hunters on my dad’s side, and gentry on my moms side. I am quarter Czech, German, Ukrainian, and Russian with a dash of Kalmyk, and probably Poles, Slovaks, Lithuanians and Varangians too. My relatives are trophy wives, hockey players, high class escorts for billionaire Russian beta males, actresses, and singers. You don’t get such genetic stock anywhere in my region, where everybody looks the same.

But enough about me!

Let’s talk about Megaloceros, an Ice Age species of deer. One theory has it that the females of that species were choosing only the males with the most developed antlers. The antlers of those males grew so large these poor fellas weren’t able to run from sabertooth tigers and cave lions.

Luckily, modern liberated women are not breeding because they would breed us out of existence. I personally dated a long legged Czech blond that passerby men envied, and she was taller than me, it is possible guys but I met her on the street, not on Tinder, and she was from a wealthier family than me, her parents were financiers. It was like… a true love.

I am being told that these highly sought after men in Western cities are forced to delete their social media, and lay low. I have already been booted off Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. I have been put on shit lists of pro-Russian trolls by Ukrainian nazis, and Czech activists too. Guys like Caleb get their asses doxxed by the women they don’t commit to. Quite frankly, I do not want to be Caleb, I just want one young woman that will bear me an heir.

*I refer to Taiwan as Chinese Taipei on purpose. My ex introduced herself to me as Chinese. Her parents were descendants of Kuomintang immigrants from the mainland. Taiwan is China and should reunite with the motherland through one country two systems. Ukraine, Belarus, and the Russian Federation should also be one country.

Russia Feeds the World

Russia literally leads in the export of wheat. But look at Ukraine, it too is coming up. I love it when Ukraine makes money, produces shit, and is in any way successful. Once upon a time, Russia offered Ukraine a grain cartel, together, as united Russia, they could rule the World. Then like Maidan and other bullshit happened.

Hey Russia and Ukraine, I share your blood, and I say cut this shit and feed us….

If you cannot read Cyrillic: Russia, USA, Canada, France, Ukraine

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All Ukrainians are Rebranded Russians

So I have a video on my YouTube channel of an elderly West Ukrainian gentleman that says there weren’t any Ukrainians around before the break up of the Austrian Empire in 1918. I titled it in Russian: Ukrainians did not exist under Kaiser. Here is a translated transcript:

Interviewer: Tell me! Under Austrian rule, did your parents consider themselves to be Ukrainians?

Interviewee: We Ukrainians did not exist under the Austrian rule. Back then, the official nomenclature was Ruthenians, however colloquially the name was Rusyns. And we called ourselves Rusyns. And only when Austria broke up in 1918, we began calling ourselves Ukrainians. But until then, we considered ourselves to be Rusyns.

Every Ukrainian is also either a Rusyn or Maloross (Little Russian). He shares kinship with Greater Russians, that is people of the Russian Federation. However, due to centuries of foreign rule, a creole culture has developed there, which gave to some the idea that they are different. Without going much into how the ethnonym Ukrainian appeared, the term Ukrainian has stuck. I personally do not mind defining myself as part Ukrainian. My Ukrainian grandad was one of the best people I met in my life, we went fishing together, and he was very crafty.

But every Ukrainian has an ancestor that shared a connection to Rus through his ancestors. What is Rus? It is an antiquated name for Russia. Russia or Rusiya first appeared in Arabic texts, from there it was adopted by the by the Byzantines, and other European nations. It entered the Russian language through Byzantium, and Rus became the old designation, whereas Russia was the new. Today if anyone wants to sound antiquated he uses the term Rus for Russia.

That said, I do not want the Ukrainian creole culture to perish and be replaced by the Greater Russian variant. Out of the Slavic languages I enjoy Slovak and Ukrainian the most. My mother says they sound so rural but that is the beauty of them. They are better because they are melodic and smooth, unlike Czech, or Russian. The Czechs and Russians had a statehood from the Middle Ages, and the Ukrainians and Slovaks are modern nations based off peasant cultures, that’s why their songs are something…

Ukrainians should feel kinship with the rest of Russia, not meaning the Russian Federation but historical Russia, Holy Russia.

Folk Russophobia Fueled by Russia’s Foreign Agents

You know, reading comments, you see morons dismissing Russia on the basis of garbage arguments.

1) 20% of Russians are shitting into dry toilets, instead they are building weapons. Why does it bother where Russians shit? Bears shit in the woods. Russia should absolutely have the weapons that can kick your ass, and when they kick your pesky asses they should turn your mouths into toilets. This argument is often made by Czechs, who do not realize that not so long ago, in the first half of 20th century, flushing toilets were called “English toilets” and they were a luxury item that only the wealthy and worldly could afford. Also, our allies, the Americans don’t always have the luxury of a flushing toilet. I heard it is also like 20% of them, and they have the largest military budget of all.

2) 48% of young Russian wanna leave the country. This is based on a Levada poll. Levada is the only cited Russian polling agency in Western media. It is a foreign agent, and gets financing from the West. I am suspicious the first statistic cited also came from an entity designated by the Russian state as a foreign agent. Now the statistic may be true, younger people tend to hold the optimistic view that grass is greener on the other side. However, how many of those young fools are actually going to leave, how many will be back in 2 years, or 10 years? It is a bullshit statistic like all Russophobic discourse.

Russia continues to stride on, and would not be disturbed by jealous idiots.

Ever Noticed How You Are Being Lied to About Everything at Every Corner? Vol. I

And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. – John 8:32 NKJV

Plato brings forth a so called Chariot Allegory that says human souls are riding a chariot through life. But the majority of the riders have their heads in the clouds, and only few can see the light above. Or at least this is my simplified understanding of the matter.

Chariot Allegory depicted in the Tarot

Russians and Ukraine: One reason I started blogging back in early 2010 (maybe 2009, I can’t remember) was to address Western lies about Russia. It was around that year I began being interested in Ukraine, it was a call of my roots. I even attended a session with Serhii Plochy at Cambridge University that discussed issues of identity in Ukraine. I made and effort to learn the Ukrainian language by watching Ukrainian TV. The Ukrainian language is a patois composed of Old Russian and Polish, and I already recognised antiquated Russian word forms, and knew Czech, which together with Polish is a Western Slavic language, and shares many words with the Polish segment of Ukrainian. What I needed to learn were words that are not found in Czech.

In Summer 2013, I was lying in Royal London Hospital in Whitechapel, incapacitated after a horrific accident. I had a laptop, and was deleting one Ukrainian channel after another because I could not bear the anti-Russian venom they were spewing there in the run up to the Maidan.

Guess what I am doing now? Working in academia? Some analytical center? Ministry of Foreign Affairs?

I am a part-time tour guide doing tours in Czech, Russian, and English. And then I watch mainstream TV (I think it was France 24) and I see this lady from some analytical center saying something like this:

Russia believes that there was a Western sponsored unconstitutional coup in Ukraine done by neonazis, and felt like the ethnic Russians in Ukraine were threatened. I do not think this was the case but that is what they believe.

Why doesn’t she think this is the case? Why does she need to insert a disclaimer? Is she afraid that presenting this as a fact would endanger her position, her career? But has she seen the massacre in Odessa? The city was flooded with neonazis from all over to violently crush the anti-Maidan protest. The anti-Maidanists were the true democrats here because they wanted a referendum. I watched many videos from that event, in one of them featuring girls preparing Molotow cocktails, one of the girls said in Czech: “To je málo” – that’s too little. It was said with Ukrainian accent, suggesting the other girls weren’t even Ukrainians.

More recently, I heard the former leader of the neonazi outfit called Národní Odpor (National Resistance), Filip Vávra say that many Czech neonazis went to fight on Ukraine’s side. Given that his own group was infiltrated and destroyed by the secret services, I would not be surprised if the latter directed the flow of willing knuckleheads.

But I am rambling. Know this, most things you read in Western publications about Ukraine and Russia is dumb propaganda

Fat acceptance: What the fucks even is this? I realised I gained a dad bod over Winter and the quarantine, not moving much, and I immediately began exercising. I wanna be lean and sweet, so that girls would just salivate with the desire to eat me. I’ll put on some Italian cloths on and will look super slick…

Female biology: Women have been told they can have careers instead of motherhood and achieve happiness, women have been told they can have dozens of sexual partners and still be desirable. If men can do it, why can’t the women? 80% of women have sex with 20% of men. Very few men are actually slaying the pussy on industrial scale, which cannot be said of many women. In their case they let their pussy be slayed on industrial scale.

Women are best between 18-27, and you can’t change that, make the best of those years, become a mother to a beautiful child. Don’t try having a baby at 35. Telling women otherwise is setting them on a path towards lonely and unhappy lives.

PS: These are the areas I am familiar with but there may be others and so this is Vol I. If you know anything similar, feel free to add it in the comments.

Girl Likes Black Men

Girl at work expresses liking to black men whenever we watch music videos. She is an ugly fishface but slim, average at best but I bet plenty black men would do her. She does it to cuck us white dudes in the office. I hope she is not some child free take too much knob in kind a girl, and gets impregnated by a black man because mulattoes tend to come out rather nice. And I hope it is girl, for us men.

In the winter of 2017, I was in St. Lucia, and met this sweet couple. His mom was white, and dad was black, her mother was black, and daddy was white. I spent Christmas dinner with them.

I was in Guadeloupe a long time ago on a summer French course, and met this dude on the beach who invited me to Pointe-a-Pitre to meet his sensi contact, we got some fine golden buds, and went back to St. Anne, where we resided. On the bus there was a beautiful chocolate skinned girl, tall, with long legs, absolutely lovely. My friend was continuing to repeat “Isabelle, Isabelle” but fruitlessly.

Pushkin, what would Russian language be without this guy?:

His bae:

Boris Kodgjoe

Alicia Keys:

Check out also my friend Giordano Baravalle. I have a recessive Asian gene from a Kalmyk ancestor. I don’t have dense facial hair, and one of aunties is as tall as a Swedish woman, only with a face of a Japanese geisha. Luckily for me, the recessive gene did not show in the intimate areas. My Czech cousin says my mom has slint eyes. I have slint eyes every time I hit that dank.

The Dangers of Cannabis

Legalize it, regulate it, but beware of substance abuse…

So recently, I have found a documentary on RT called Marijuana Victims and it is really worth watching. I have recently limited my use of Cannabis, which was probably influenced by that film because I began feeling that the substance does not do me any good. I decided to limit my consumption to Fridays because Friday is the day of Freya, the Nordic goddess of love, and Cannabis is her plant.

I have realised that cannabis helps me think in ways different than when sober, however, putting those thoughts to paper is harder when stoned than when sober. I must say the best ideas I received were when I was stoned. My friend, who is an artist told me weed makes him draw more creatively. That said, recently I smoked more and more weed to cope, I have some super strong wappa. I have locked myself out of the World with the epidemic out there, and haven’t seen my friends for several months. The only person I saw was my dealer. I recently realised my father is a weak simp, and lost all respect for him. Winter weather in the Czech Republic is something incredibly grim, and post-Covid symptoms give me anxiety and depression. Naturally, having a joint in the garden was giving me pleasure, and kept my mind at peace.

This weekend though, I have smoked too much and it caused me some serious insomnia, and I felt like it is time to stop and have a break. I have been a consumer of weed since the age of 13, and stopped for 3 years in university. Something magical happened back then, once I stopped, my grades went up 2.5 points, and I was able to secure Masters in University College London. If you are student, in high school, or in college, I suggest you don’t touch this shit ever.

I have long advocated for the legalization of cannabis but I also believe the public needs to be clued up on the substance. First off, what you need to know is this is a psychoactive drug. The Marijuana Victims documentary begins with a grieving mother, who lost her son to wax consumption. Wax is a potent concentrate, I have tried it in London, and it was the strongest thing I have ever smoked. Young man in the documentary consumed copious amounts of that stuff and committed suicide from cannabis induced psychosis. Several of my friends went nuts with paranoid schizophrenia after smoking in their teens. The wax is like a hard liquor of weed.

Should we ban wax, absolutely not. But we need more awareness about these substances. We need legal weed, so that we have a variety of cannabis products of different potency and application. I would very much like to buy my mother edibles so she can cut down on opiates she takes against chronic pains. My mother also developed psychosomatic symptoms that manifest in blisters, and doctors say she needs to keep calm. Cannabis can help but I can only get high potency stuff on the black market, and would have to stink up the kitchen cooking coconut oil with it.